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Hi, this is Toby973. This is really hard for me to say in front of all of you tankers but It's been bothering me for a long time and I really need to tell someone. ( Thats u fellows ). Im 12 years old and its really hard being a kid. Adults think that your just a kid as in ( to help them ) or to ( do what they want ) . You're pretty much slaves to your parents. My life is difficult. My mom & dad are 2 great persons but can be bipolar at some times. I don't really like my dad because all he does is hit me and justs tells me what to do. Same with my mom, but it's just that she doesn't hit me, maybe once in a while.) It's hard for me to live because I barley get anything done. People don't understand me. I feel like i'm locked in a cage and being able to come out. PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT ME ! BECAUSE IM A KID! I bet if i was an adult my family would have much more respect for me. I try to do my best in life but it never works. :( My life is hard. I wish I can just end it. If I have the chance to die and feel no pain, I'll choose it. It's really really hard for me :( I wish all of you tankers understand how I feel as being a kid. When your a kid, you barley get noticed. It's like your a grey color hiding between 1 million black colors. This was very hard for me to tell but I really had to tell it. I'll understand how you guys feel after reading this passage about my life. SAD ) DEPRESSED) & If you don't feel that way, you can just go and never come back. Well, I'll be signing off now. See ya

 

 

~ Toby973

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My life is worse,,, i'm homeschooled so i don't have any friends :/

 

I am also homeschooled+I'm not aloud to acttualy play Tanki anymore+I live a mile outside a small town.....

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Good luck in life, and I wish the best for you.

 

 

Don't be afraid to be that grey color hiding behind 1 000 000 other colors. Stand up for yourself, believe what you think is right and ignore what you think is wrong. Don't be scared to be yourself, and never let someone take your dignity away from you.

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Dude my life is hard ok? It's hard living with my bipolar parents. I JUST WANT TO DIE ALREADY :@ 

Like I said, there is hope shining upon you, but that is something you will have to figure out by yourself.

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Like I said, there is hope shining upon you, but that is something you will have to figure out by yourself.

Thanks man

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My real life story is probably a bit worse than doing normal stuff, like doing laundry. And believe you me, don't say anything bad about your parents, remember you have both of them while some other people here don't (I know personally know some actually). And no, it's not hard being a kid, in fact, it's the easiest stage of life bro. And you why do your parents hit you sometimes? Maybe you didn't want to do what they said, or was disrespectful to them, it's called "good parenting" if you've never heard of it. Trust me, I'm a bit older than you, but I am old enough to realize that even if I 100% like the way my parents treat me, I'll thank them when I grow up. So if you look a bit more thought, you'll life is quite easy.

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Dude my life is hard ok? It's hard living with my bipolar parents. I JUST WANT TO DIE ALREADY :@

1) For Gods sake, you have parents, be happy!

2) You may say you want to die, but now picture yourself in front of a porthole to heaven, would you turn back and continue living? Or would you walk in and die. I doubt you'd go in, there's to much to give up on earth, weather you like it or not.

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^ Basically my life as well. And what I meant by "Light Shining upon you."

 

You will thank your parents forever for teaching you great things now that you will find handy later. If your friends are all lazy and their parents allow that, they will find it more hard to find a wife or some place to move with in the future.

 

There is more to life than just thinking about the bad stuff. The reason why you hate your life right now is because you concentrate on all the bad things in your life. Concentrate on the good things and you will see different changes.

 

If your parents hate you for being lazy, then fake it 'til you make it. If you don't understand, fake them by acting like you are someone who is not lazy, then if time comes, you will see that you really are not lazy at all.

 

Your parents discipline you because they either don't want you to be like them. Every parent wants a world filled with happiness for their children. 

 

No one's life is perfect, not even great. But if you think of a perfect life and pretend you do have one, chances are, you will be more happy in life.

 

"Fake it til' you make it."

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Parents do these because you either deserve or a specific reason. My parents DO the exact same things and the reason is because they want you to live a good life; Not like them when they were Maybe Good- Not so good lives. People do things for a specific. You also need to specify the few you are doing wrong and try to fix them yourself and see what happens next!

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hmmmm. What I've learned/seen in life is in most cases, your parents really do love you and care about you. Its just they may or may not know how to present it correctly. What I recommend you do is be open and never hide things from your parents because trust me, once you move out and on your own, it's a cruel world: You could try your best, work extremely hard, help other people, care for others, but in your time of need, nobody will be there to help you, nobody will be considerate of the situation, etc. I lost a lot of friends to........illegal things because they were neglected and got the wrong message from their parents and peers. Remember, your parents are the only people that would give their lives to save you. Never turn your back on someone who can love you that much.

 

Remember life is good, life is great. We're only minors/young adults; what do we know? There's a big world out there for us to explore, to understand, to embrace, to love, to study, to enjoy..... Stay on the right path. Don't follow bad influences no matter how inviting, exciting, interesting, fun it may be at that moment. A moment of enjoyment could lead to years of pain.

 

There may be pain in the night but Joy comes in the morning. Psalm 30:5 (my motto)  

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Hi, this is Toby973. This is really hard for me to say in front of all of you tankers but It's been bothering me for a long time and I really need to tell someone. ( Thats u fellows ). Im 12 years old and its really hard being a kid. Adults think that your just a kid as in ( to help them ) or to ( do what they want ) . You're pretty much slaves to your parents. My life is difficult. My mom & dad are 2 great persons but can be bipolar at some times. I don't really like my dad because all he does is hit me and justs tells me what to do. Same with my mom, but it's just that she doesn't hit me, maybe once in a while.) It's hard for me to live because I barley get anything done. People don't understand me. I feel like i'm locked in a cage and being able to come out. PEOPLE DONT CARE ABOUT ME ! BECAUSE IM A KID! I bet if i was an adult my family would have much more respect for me. I try to do my best in life but it never works. :( My life is hard. I wish I can just end it. If I have the chance to die and feel no pain, I'll choose it. It's really really hard for me :( I wish all of you tankers understand how I feel as being a kid. When your a kid, you barley get noticed. It's like your a grey color hiding between 1 million black colors. This was very hard for me to tell but I really had to tell it. I'll understand how you guys feel after reading this passage about my life. SAD ) DEPRESSED) & If you don't feel that way, you can just go and never come back. Well, I'll be signing off now. See ya

 

 

~ Toby973

       I have felt similar to you before. I am fairly young, not as young as you though. Things get better... sometimes it seems like you go to school for a really long time, and then work for the rest of your life until you die. Well, actually it gets a lot more interesting. In College, you can begin to specialize, doing things that are actually vaguely interesting to you. Of course, there are some stupid courses you have to take to get a major, but you can get through these. If you do well in school you can get a job where you are payed to do what you like.

      People do care about you, whether you are a kid or not. This forum is an interesting place. No one judges you based on appearance or background or age. It is a small world that you can actually change.

    You can accomplish something in all areas of life. To stay happy, do something real, not just playing games or sitting at home. Play a sport, learn an instrument, learn a different language, heck you can just go on a hike. All of it helps you feel better.

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Really? This is nothing. Parents can't make or break you. I have been beaten by a belt, being screamed at, and even being smacked. Yet I have succeeded and found my own path. These experiences had only made me stronger. It's the individual mindset. Wait till you go to work plus studying at the same time in the real world... <_<

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Everyone cares about kids, even when they don't show it. Believe it or not kids are the future generation, one day the grown ups now will be sitting in a wheelchair in 40 years time while you young people run the country, your life will change. 

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