How are you Feeling Now ?

[I.G4M3R 121]

I am feeling  Sleepy zZZZ 

[Heles 9,220]

Just tried now

[VaudeVille 1,428]

Feeling as if my mental equilibrium is close to being restored.

Happy to have found someone who is always there for me and listens to everything that I have to say.

[sid262 283]

Congratulations! You surpass that trouble you have :D hope everything goes well :)

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It's so frustating and sad that every bad thing just happens in 1 month, like loosing a person you was focusing everyday on that makes you happy everyday, seeing that there's not a good thing in my school, and being in a desicion about not passing a test that has me frustrated for a long time, seeing that you helped a lot of "friends" that have you ignored or annoying of me, or get bored because everyone is focused in their technologies. It's so frustrating that this has to happpen in only 1 MONTH, i'm so angry and with a bad self esteem about this at this moment, about how everything was good 1 year ago, having that person you love at your size, having a lot of good friends and classmates, having good grades, but that was just a moment. In August everything changes a bit, there's some distane between that person i love, i had a bad start in my grades, but i was improving, and my acctitudes were a little bit "crazy", something like in my past school, but i was annoying. Then the time passes, and i was Dec. 2016, and i was noticing that the person i loved has changed, and we talk about it in January 2017, and we had to choose different roads, nothing bad at all, but it hurts me a lot that a person you always loved had to choose a different road to follow a dream in the future, and me too, but it was a desicion we take. Then i was in school with a bad self esteem, and it was decreasing a bit (like 10%), and i was faking everything possitive, my smile, my laughs (i fall into depression in Dec. 2015, and i can't laugh like before, now, after 1 year, the things goes down again), my speaking to other people, and i was helping everyone! (homeless people, classmates, friends...). Then bad grades in a special assignature, and everything goes down, again, at this moment. I am so frustrated, i got a headcache, i'm not feeling positive, everything will go wrong, i know, and i want to cry at this moment, i want to get out, and after school i go in a park with a lot of fountains, and it was so relaxing to see some kids playing, how the people were so enjoyed for being at the park, i was feeling so well at that moment, then i go back into home and i sleep, dreaming a lot of things, like being with that person i loved, forgetting the school, and i was preparing to became an English teacher (that's my dream job atm). So, i don't think i could have a good self esteem in the future, i will be just a "fool" in my future, or i hope everything change, i hope. :(

 

And i want to thank everyone on this community for being helpful, you know who i'm talking about 

come on.... idk how but everything will be alright.... just believe in God n urself....

[sid262 283]

tl:dr? You can't obligate a person to be happy

awww.... i too get negative like u .... sometimes

[r_I.AM.ANONYMOUS0 0]

     I just moved to a different country for college, having been homeschooled my whole life, and now everything is so different, but whenever I make friends then they are always with their other friends so I constantly feel like I'm intruding on their friendship because everyone has friends they've known for years and years, and I've never really had friends so I feel like I have the social capablity of a 10 year old even though I'm 16, just because I've never been part of a group of people who are close to my age that I have something in common with.  And although I am british but I spent my whole life abroad, and now I've been in the UK at college for a few months I've recently realised that I never once felt homesick, and that's because I don't even know where home is. I don't even know anyone in the entire world close enough that I can talk to them about what's going on in my life, my only sibling is older than me and bullied me my entire life, I'm certainly not comfortable saying anything to my parents.

     And I grew up in the middle of the countryside kilometres from anywhere, and now I've moved to a medium sized town, but to me it feels massive, and I feel crammed in, where anywhere I go there are people, lights and big roads, and I've taken to walking about 15km away from the town at the weekends just to try and release the stress and get away from everything.

     Even though I enjoy college, as soon as I leave I feel trapped and like I'm completely alone, even though there are hundreds of people all around me.

 

It's good to be able to just write all that out though, on the internet where no one knows who I am, and will most likely never see me again...

 

Edited February 2, 2017 by r_I.AM.ANONYMOUS0

[Astronomer 50]

Sad and annoyed that new semester is starting tomorrow

[sid262 283]

     I just moved to a different country for college, having been homeschooled my whole life, and now everything is so different, but whenever I make friends then they are always with their other friends so I constantly feel like I'm intruding on their friendship because everyone has friends they've known for years and years, and I've never really had friends so I feel like I have the social capablity of a 10 year old even though I'm 16, just because I've never been part of a group of people who are close to my age that I have something in common with.  And although I am british but I spent my whole life abroad, and now I've been in the UK at college for a few months I've recently realised that I never once felt homesick, and that's because I don't even know where home is. I don't even know anyone in the entire world close enough that I can talk to them about what's going on in my life, my only sibling is older than me and bullied me my entire life, I'm certainly not comfortable saying anything to my parents.

     And I grew up in the middle of the countryside kilometres from anywhere, and now I've moved to a medium sized town, but to me it feels massive, and I feel crammed in, where anywhere I go there are people, lights and big roads, and I've taken to walking about 15km away from the town at the weekends just to try and release the stress and get away from everything.

     Even though I enjoy college, as soon as I leave I feel trapped and like I'm completely alone, even though there are hundreds of people all around me.

 

It's good to be able to just write all that out though, on the internet where no one knows who I am, and will most likely never see me again...

 

ik what u are trying to say... i think u should start doing YOGA it really helps when u feel alone..... n gives u peace n confidence to interact with ur class mates or college guys n girls  ;) .... idk why u were homeschooled but u really should talk to ur parents about ur problem..... n go to gym n make muscles ..six pack abs..... good muscles gives u some sort of confidence.... hot girls too ...lol....jk.... :P

 

just be brave n patient.... n close ur eyes n concentrate on those things which u think are really important in ur life ... n automatically everything will be alright...  :)

Edited February 11, 2017 by sid262

[sid262 283]

feeling alone from inside.....i think time to move on in life like a lonely warrior.... thinking of building good muscles....six pack abs or eight... :P 

 

but really feeling alone n nub......... B)  

[KIngJack21 1,923]

feeling alone from inside.....i think time to move on in life like a lonely warrior.... thinking of building good muscles....six pack abs or eight... :P

 

but really feeling alone n nub......... B)  

Jab bhi milna ho tanki meh  toh patah toh tumeh patah he hai bhai. :)

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Having crazy Fun with friends.And I am missing my old friends. :wub:

Edited February 14, 2017 by KIngJack21

[sid262 283]

Jab bhi milna ho tanki meh  toh patah toh tumeh patah he hai bhai. :)

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Having crazy Fun with friends.And I am missing my old friends. 

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[Quarks 2,255]

Tired and depressed. 

[cube3e 1,973]

Tired and depressed.

Same

[sid262 283]

I feel so cold :ph34r:

same... not temperature but mood...  :ph34r:

[sid262 283]

feeling like to have six pack abs.... 

[cube3e 1,973]

I really don't care whether I have visible abs or not aslong as I'm fit and fine. :)

[sid262 283]

I really don't care whether I have visible abs or not aslong as I'm fit and fine. :)

yeah I know that but I think visible abs look cool... :)

Edited February 21, 2017 by sid262

[BlueDragon_tamki 3,204]

I have a horrible cough so yeah

Last week I didn't feel so good

[sid262 283]

I have a horrible cough so yeah

Last week I didn't feel so good

I can help u with this... take hot tea or coffee with Ginger n Honey mixed in it.... or u take honey in a bowl n mix some ginger in it.... 

trust me it would really help.... ;)  :)

[sid262 283]

feeling little anxiety.....  :ph34r:

[MSI 1,926]

feeling bored...

[sid262 283]

am gonna destroy my enemies... idk whats holding me ... some blackmagic I think....  :o  :angry:  :angry:  ;)

[Benefactor 6,888]

Congested and weak. I cannot wait to get this day over with so I can go home and sleep.

[sid262 283]

Congested and weak. I cannot wait to get this day over with so I can go home and sleep.

where are u right now... ?

[Benefactor 6,888]

where are u right now... ?

At work.