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The day I found she wasn’t dead
The day I found she wasn’t dead
Home Do you like some coffee? It was the voice of @QuicKK, in the kitchen who asked @Adriel.RB loudly: Do you like some coffee? @Adriel.RB(while he lied on the sofa in living room): Yes, with milk, please. @QuicKK:And you? ME: Give me some water, please. @QuicKK:Where is suger? ME:There, in the cabinet, near the refrigerator. ME:@Adriel.RB please listen to me for a moment. @Adriel.RBplease sit i want to talk with you. as he laid on the sofa: What do you want to say? ME: I’ve known you for 1 year and 2-3 months. First, I didn’t like you at all. I thought you were such a brat boy that sleep with teddy bear still. I never thought you would be such strong. @Adriel.RB I’m talking with you. Please pause the music. @Adriel.RB: Music is something like a theme for your words. I cannot pause it. ME: i wanna ask you something important. I found after these words, he pulls away the phone. he looked at me and involved in his mobile again. I still looked at him.
@Adriel.RB:What do you want to say? ME: I hold his mobile and tuned it off. he became crazy. @Adriel.RB: Where is my coffee? @QuicKK:Wait, one moment please. ME: @Adriel.RB why you came here from Spain? @Adriel.RB:I fight for freedom. If people need me, I will help them. @QuicKK:here you are this is your coffee. And this is your water. He put 1 glass of water on the table and went toward television. Turning television on, he said: The president speeches now, it is on the air in news. Television representor: we are listening to the speech of our favorite president. Mr. president@Cedric Debono president@Cedric Debono:[clears throat]In the name of $money$. Gentlemen and ladies, it’s my honor to be your new president. I want to provide a bright and better future for our country. Somewhere the richer is happier. We break the borders of science. We will bring maximum welfare for our country, and provide you flying cars. Voice of a crowd: Hurrah… hurrah… flying car. president@Cedric Debono:Thanking you for voting me. I was sure that my countrymen were informed, and they will be future makers. ME: @QuicKKDon’t slurp your coffee, please. president@Cedric Debono:But the money; I’ll change the name of our national money, so valuable one. The crowd: Hurrah… hurrah… viva new president. president@Cedric Debono:I make our money the world’s most famous mon... I couldn’t bear anymore. Then I got up and turned TV off. @QuicKK: Why you turned it off? I was listening. ME: He said bull****. @QuicKK:Turn it on. @Adriel.RB:He had a funny accent. @QuicKK:i agree and he is handsome. ME:Shut up. Who cares about his appearance and accent!! Don’t be fool. ME:All politicians look like this. They are playing us for fool, they mislead people. Who cares the money of the country? Our country is falling. Why nobody talks about the main subject? Our people want their own country. They cannot bear it anymore. People want to live with their friends and families in their own country. People have the right to choose!!! Flying car?!!!! really !!! do you think its is the real issue in our country? Their fallacious policies will overturn this country. Half people are fighting with each other, and others are thinking of escape and migration. We have the right to choose. We want our country. We don’t want one you determine. I imagine that in the future, a president and his state will govern on imaginary people. @QuicKK:Imaginary people!! ME:I mean because of war, people will be killed or flee to other countries. We should inform people. They distract people’s attention from the main subject. The only work they do is prolonging their reign. But the fate will be same. This country will be destroyed soon. The silence overwhelmed the environment. I took the glass of water. @QuicKK still sat on the sofa, hold his head among his hands and was thought. @Adriel.RB has already laid with closed eyes. ME: What is your idea? Do you think I’m right? @QuicKK: I don’t know. In my opinion.... @Adriel.RB: if your speech finished, give me back my phone, I want to listen to the music. ME: f*** you and that weird music. I got up and drop the phone. @QuicKK: I have already been tired of this situation. The phone rings. It was @QuicKK's phone . @QuicKK: hello, The voice on the phone:ggggggg ok,I’ll tell her. The voice on the phone:ggggggg When? The voice on the phone:ggggggg uhhhm ok bye ME: Who was on the phone? @QuicKK:It was commander @DRAKO523, he wants to see you, at 6:00 in his office. ME: I must go now; I cannot waste time. @Adriel.RB: Do you want to accompany you? ME: No, I want to go alone. Metro was crowded, but nobody talks. Everybody listens to the president’s speech. Television broadcasts his speech. I saw a girl among the audience, in second raw, behind the president. She looked like my friend. I came close to a small television inside metro. I watched precisely. The camera shot zoomed on president’s face. It didn’t show her anymore. I couldn’t stand anymore. I reached intended station. I must get off. @DRAKO523 office I closed the door behind myself and saluted. @DRAKO523: Be relax, have a seat. As you know, you failed in last military mission. ME: But… @DRAKO523: Be quiet when I’m talking (at the same time, knock the table) Try your best to be successful in this mission. I tried a lot until the big boss would trust you again. We have informed that bastard will go to the military base tonight. You must kill that bastard, before he reached there. As I heard the name of General @Godmode_ON, I bursted into tears. I remind …. @DRAKO523: [while he held my arm]: Take it easy. All of us missed …. But you should agree that we lose her. she died, and it’s not your fault. ME: [while weeping]: I thought about her in whole last year. It seems she is in front of my eyes. Today, I saw someone who looked like… (voice of one crying) @DRAKO523: pulled off a picture from the drawer and put in front me: from now, you must work with these two people. ME:But I have my team, @QuicKK and @Adriel.RB @DRAKO523:I’m boss here, your team has been changed. ME: But .... . @DRAKO523:Unconditionally, there are whole information and addresses in this file. Go to department [potd] don’t waste time. Go ahead. When I was leaving room of @DRAKO523, he called me and said: your enemy is general @Godmode_ON , don’t forget that your first mistake will be your last. I left the department. in the taxi I took a taxi quickly. ME: Please go to this address. The driver started the car. After several minutes, I found that he is going wrong way. ME: why are you going this way? I want to go… Taxi driver: This way has less traffic. The car entered a side street. It was red light and he braked. Suddenly, someone with sun glasses entered, He pointed his gun at me and said if you speak or move, you will be dead! He turned toward the driver and said: go. Man with sun glasses : you are the most professional sniper who everybody fear to be in your target. I didn’t tell any word. Man with sun glasses :Do you have any weopen? ME: No. He took my mobile and turned it off. ME: Who are you, what do you want? Man with sun glasses :You don’t know me. I utter nothing. He added: I’m @Viking4s I couldn’t believe. One of the highest ranked enemies general sat beside me. I was very scared. ME: well, do you want to kill me? @Viking4s: Kill you?... no, no. I’ll never do that. @Viking4s turned toward the driver and said: Please turn on radio.
He turned the radio… it sang:
Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times Welcome to the final show Hope you're wearing your best clothes You can't bribe the door on your way to the sky You look pretty good down here But you ain't really good We never learn, we been here before Why are we always stuck and running from The bullets? The bullets? We never learn, we been here before Why are we always stuck and running from The bullets? The bullets? And he still pointed his gun at me. Just stop your crying, it's a sign of the times We gotta get away from here We gotta get away from here Just stop your crying, it'll be alright They told me that the end is near We gotta get away from here Just stop your crying, have the time of your life Breaking through the atmosphere And things are pretty good from here Remember everything will be alright We can meet again somewhere Somewhere far away from here @Viking4s hideout The taxi braked in front of old building. We got off and entered to the apartment. There were very dark corridors. @Viking4stook the curtains off. The light graces the room. @Viking4s: Sit on the sofa beside the window. And he sat in front of me. @Viking4s: I want to discard the gun. Take it easy and don’t do anything stupid. I didn’t answer. @Viking4s: I know you hate me a lot. I hate myself too. Listen, I don’t want to kill you. If i wanted to kill you, you would already have been dead. He looked at his wrist watch. @Viking4s: I have no more time. I don’t know that you are ready to listen to my words. I wish you believe me. I’ve changed very much. I don’t work for General@Godmode_ON any more. After a war at three months ago, I don’t work with them. In that war, we killed many children. I hate myself. Those children had no sin. ME: f*** you. @Viking4s: I know you hate me. Let me explain it. I wish I can compensate for you. ME:I hate you, f*** you. @Viking4s: You have no more opportunity. Just listen to me. It’s up to you. The last year, as we attacked the base… we caught her alive. Maybe you cannot believe me, but she is alive. She preferred to work for us. ME: Shut up! Lier ! You killed her. He got up from sofa, filled a glass of wine and offered to me. @Viking4s:Control yourself, you are a great fighter.@CooperO is alive. She takes part in a party where the new president will be there. I’m the only one who can take you to that party.
I was standing silently.
He bowed his head and hold the glass of wine. The gun was on the table. If I stand very quickly, I’ll take the gun before he can move. He put the glass on the table. Take the gun and came toward me. Put the gun beside me, turned back and sat down on the sofa. I was very scared. I wonder what should I do. Why he gave me the gun?
@Viking4s:It’s yours. Kill me or trust me. ME: Why should i trust you? @Viking4s: You have two choices, kill me or you can go to that room, wear those clothes that i put on the bed., then I will take you to that party. ME: Why didn’t you kill@CooperO? @Viking4s: I can't tell you, You should ask herself.
I thought to myself that I should kill him, but if he was true !! I got up and went to the room to change my clothes. before i entered the room,i stood against the door and asked How can i enter that party?
@Viking4s: General @Momma_Bear was invited too, but she cannot take part. Instead, she was sent one of her commanders. I kept her and hold all of her documents and you can go to that party instead of her.
The party
The president@Cedric Debono was in his place, the generals were around him.
@CooperO sat on his left side. The right side of president was empty. it reserved for General @Godmode_ON,but that bastard didnt come yet.
I couldn't stand any more and finally sat. My heartbeat was so fast that my heart was blowing up.
one year I was dreamt of Cooper, as a girder fell on her foot and she was screamed.
Flee, flee, save yourself...
one year passed and I see@CooperOalive.
One of the generals stood and hit the glass by knife and he asked the guests to be silent.The guests attended to the general and became quiet gradually.
General: please quiet, everybody. The president wants to speak.
@Cedric Debonogot up, look at the general and said: “thank you.” Clears his through, “thank you for selecting me!!!… I…”
I didn’t hear his voice. In fact, I heard nobody’s voice. I was staring at her what a beautiful smile she had. she listened to the president’s words. Turned back her head and looked at the guests in the party. And saw me among the crowd. she stopped smiling and continued to watching me. We stared each other. My memories were recalled. My eyes were full of tears. Teardrops fell down.
@CooperO looked me still. I don’t know how long we watch each other. After the applause of audience, I noticed that the president’s speech has been ended.
@CooperO and me were watching each other yet. The president sat. Took @CooperO's hand and told her something. @CooperOturned her head toward the president and smiled.
I bowed my head, and cried continuously. I got up and went to bathroom. I watched to my face in the mirror. All of my makeup was spoiled. I heard the voice of bathroom’s door, as it opened.
I opened faucet and start to wash my face to distract attention of newcomer. I poured water on my face.
Someone entered and stood beside me. I bowed my face because i didn't want the newcomer notice my tears.
she used wash basin and washed her hands. She opened her bag and pull out lipstick, took it toward face and put in the bag.
I bowed my head still.
That woman said you are very beautiful in these clothes, as she closed her bag.
She was @CooperO !!!
I burst into tears and cried again. My knees were so faint that I couldn’t bear my weight. I sit on floor and wept.
@CooperO approached to me and bowed downward. she pulled my hair from the face and kissed my cheek. She got up and went toward the exit door, then opened the door, and stood. I listened to her voice: don’t be sentimental. You cannot make yellow color !!! don't forget it !!!
than she left me and returned to the party
After 10 minutes, I got up. Washed my face and look at myself in the mirror. And preferred to leave them.
I left through backdoor, while heard the voice of guests who were delight of general @Godmode_ON arrival.
I walked to home alone.
Home
ME: It was whole adventure happened for me today. from that moment i left the house and went to commander @DRAKO523's office.
@QuicKK approached me with a glass of water: we were very concerned about you.
@Adriel.RB: we were looking after you.I’m very happy to see you again.
@QuicKK:I can hardly believe that. It seems that @CooperO is traitor?What she means? why she told u that?!! What did she mean?Do you think it is a code or sth like this?!
ME:i don't know. i am really confused now.
@Adriel.RB: I’m agree with @CooperO you are very sentimental. Think logical.
ME: @Adriel.RB shut up. If you were me, you do same thing. I cannot speak, read or write in my mother tongue. i need my own country.it is my right. If you were me, ...
@QuicKK: no… I think you are very sentimental . Think logical.
I cried and shout: shut up. You two. You have no emotions. You never encourage me for fighting.
You accuse me more than encourage me.
tell me @QuicKK what did you do for our country?what did you do for freedom?@QuicKK you never appreciate for my works?!
@Adriel.RB you aren’t a freedom fighter. Why you came here from Spain. I’ll tell you honestly. Your country needs freedom more than ours.If you Advocate the freedom, why you don’t fight for Catalonia? Why you don’t allow them to make a country.
You all are liar. It doesn’t matter where you come from. You all are looking for power and fame. f*** this life.
@Adriel.RB: please calm down.i am not ...
ME: I don’t want to see you again. both of you go out from my house.
I go to my bedroom and close the door .while i am sitting behind the door i hear their voice;
@QuicKK: where are you going @Adriel.RB ?
@Adriel.RB: i am going billy's house .he called me .he was so sad.
@QuicKK:wait, i come with you.
As they were leaving my home i heard @Adriel.RB words who asked @QuicKK .she even dont know i am from Me... .
ME ( with Loud voice and while i crying): f*** you all.
I pull out my Colt from my bed drawer. I'm going crazy. I want to kill myself. No, it’s better to kill that traitor first.
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