Im taking this chance to write a wall post or whatever its called...its about everything for me from the beginning.
I first started to play this game about 1 1/2 years ago, because i searched on google mmo games, all were boring, then found this one, and was interested. So, i began playing, eventually i was the rank with 2 lines and a star. then quit for about 2 months. I came back, and was playing a game, and happened to be playing with a certain guy named chriswu. After the battle, he asked if i had ever heard of a clan, explained what a clan was, and invited me to join the "Golden Eagles". I lost touch with him for 5 days, and then he oppened the Iron Clads. So, i applied on the Iron Clads first topic on forum, and was one of the first to join "IC". I really got to know the clan well, with members like hogree, skitee, matlep, neo9xt, tzen, and some others. about 3-4 months later, i was put upon a poll to become a mod, and i cheated to get voted in, by logging in about 5 different computers to vote for me. So i became a mod for the clan forum and chat ( xat.com/the_ironclads [so dead]). after 2 weeks, i was in chat with an old member and friend, his name was chinatank, and i don't remember what the argument was, but i banned him from chat for 0.01 hours as a joke, but he took it seriously. So that got me in a little trouble. Not to long after, i was offered by one of the clan members of IC to help him start a bull crap clan, Blue Navy. It lasted 1 month. Poof. It was a true waist of my time, i lost all that i had at IC, including some friends. I was clanless for about 2 months. Then the clan dance competition came up, and i joined during that, not only to get some friends back, but mainly for the crystal prize. The clan was really progressing then into a great clan, and one of the most historic. 2 months later, i entered the toughest time that i have ever gone through. This is extremely personal. My brother after breaking up with his girl friend was extremely depressed, and almost commit suicide. He also got into drugs for a month, then quit. Hes been a bit out of wack for a while. Then, after i was spending the night with my grandma to help her with work on her property, i was dropped off, she went home, and my uncle found her dead the next morning. I was the last person to talk to her, she said i love you, i rolled my eyes, and said it back wishing i hadn't at the time. When i found out that she died, i felt that others including me were giving her stress, enough for a heat attack. I was very depressed, i threw up a couple times in disgust. During all of this, my girlfriend was helping me go through those hard times. I was lucky to keep my grades where they were. All of the sudden, Her grandmother also died. She was extremely close to her, it was the 4th person she only liked and loved, along with me, her mom, and her dad. Ive known her for 5 years, and never have seen her so tired, depressed, and out of wack. She wouldn't eat some nights, and would be crying. So after school, i would go over to her house and do my best to cheer her up, and she was back on her feet after 2 weeks, and was back to school. I have been involved in other hobbies other than tanki, i was in a RC racing league, and i am in a clan for a different game. I have been extremely busy over the past 7 months, and also very depressed. My parents aren't the most successful people, but they do what they can to support their family. So do i. I do yard work for most of my neighborhood, to help support my family. So, me at this rank in tanki, I really dont play much. So it really pisses me off when i hear people call me a noob since ive been playing for this long. Let me ask everyone. How do you feel about me now? There is some other stuff that im really not willing to talk about, which has happened recently. Im trying as best i can to support my family, and get the best grades i can get for school, so i can go to college and get a job to support the family i want in the future. And it's extremely pathetic that you guys call people like or similar to me a noob cuz we don't buy, or cuz we suck, or cuz we are these low ranks. You want to know what it tells me? That you people have no life! Everyone on here that i like i respect. So far, only 4 people have truly respected me. I will not name them. They might know who they are, they might not. Oh well. I want everyone to think right now, after they graduate or if they graduate high school, what will you do? are you going to get a good job? stay with your mom? I mean, really, the ones that go on here every day, i disrespect. Because they have no life. I have a life. One im trying to keep. So, i just thought that i should explain why i left Tanki, to support my family, because with the spare time i have, i try to play games, but since im in a high position in my clan for a different game, i decided that i will give up this game, because they understand me, and you don't. I don't really have a position anywhere that i value in tanki. So i left, and i won't come back.
Farewell
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