selena12121

[Psycho 586]

 gave my heart and soul to her. I gave it all to her. I used to be such a lovely boy, I gave up so much of my life, I even disrespected the people who once meant so much to me because of my 'love' for her. I didn't do things like other guys with her, I was good, I didn't ask for her number, I asked if she was good, I got to know her, became a friend, advised her when she felt down and sad, I made her laugh as she felt sad about her ex's it hurt me so much, but I loved her , how she talked about her ex's to me making me feel so down, how she never recognised me. 

As times passed and I gave my complete soul and heart to her and she gave me the illusion that she felt the same, talking about love and so on. 
One day, a shy guy like me told her that I loved her, and kissed her. She didn't love me back , never did anything, I loved her from the beginning but she didn't prove anything to me, it was ok, her love was letting me love her :) even if she didn't love me back :) But I hoped you know, I like to hope :) 

It was summer and I sat next to her sitting and waiting , I thought she'd make me feel so happy, but then she didn't even look at me, as though she was annoyed at me, and she told me that she didn't feel the same way back and told me she didn't love me so. She'd been playing me in a way, i'd been living a lie. 

And now I cry at night 
And she talks to me as if nothing worked. 

I deserve someone to hold me, and help me. 
Like I helped her, but she didn't want to know, she likes those bad boys and only used me for emotional help. 

I used to be such a good boy, I gave her my heart and soul and it wasn't anything to her. 

And I'm sorry. 
What have I done to myself? 
, I was a friend to her and a lover, I made her laugh and made her feel good, I wrote her poetry and told her not to feel sad and lowly :) 
I told her so much, taught her and advised her 

It was nothing 
What have I done? 

I was hurt, I cried in front of her and I walked off. 

 

 

 

so sad. 

i deserve someone MUCH MUCH better 
if she likes those bad boy types, noobs and be played then let her do it. i dont neeed to love a girl like that. she's not worth myTEARS! okay ?!!? 

 

armonia must be deleted.

Edited December 25, 2013 by Psycho

[sky128 327]

Awww :( how sad

Not nice of her

Edited December 25, 2013 by sky128

[SonofDeath 512]

[r_goblin7860 95]

You deserve better :)

[FederalBureauFBI 2,881]

Mm, sounds familiar.

Sorry that happened, but making topics about specific players isn't allowed.