Farwell, my friends

[Quarks 2,255]

Well my friends, the time has come. I don't really know what to say that I haven't already said in My Journey. But I will attempt to give it a shot. 

 

The Journey article was more on me in the game, but I guess this will be more IRL. I am 16, and high school stinks. It is difficult, boring, and aggravating all in one. For about year or more I have found some solace in the Forum, and more recently Skype. It gave me something to do when I was bored in school. I was able to zone out, often during class. I go on more at home, and try and catch up on what I miss. I play a few battles, then log off, then back on.

 

However, recently my grades have been going down hill. I have 3 classes that are C's, something that has never happened before. Each of those classes on the point of failing if I get one more bad grade. I can't seem to keep my head above water for more than a few days. I am stressed out by nearly everything going on, I can't seem to get anything right. I seem to lose real life friends in a constant state, and I really don't know what to do with myself. I can't seem to get good grades, I can't seem to go three days without getting yelled at for having a bad grade, and I act like a jerk to my remaining friends, in an attempt to keep myself in check. I can't always think right, and debate suicide when things are at an all time low, just trying to find a way to cope with what I have become. I am arrogant to dissuade my hurt and lack of self appreciation. I can not seem to do right, even by my own standards, which are surely falling. I am sorry, I did not want to start on that rant, so I am sorry that you had to read that,

 

The brightside has been this community. It has kept me interested, and it is a place that I feel as if I belong. Since I am "anonymous" I can shed my layers of protection, and to be myself. I can write in TWG, can comment in the Newspaper, I feel at home. I love my clan, I love the game. That is right, I am not leaving due to the lack of gameplay or what not, but due myself and my personal life, which as I have mentioned, is not at a high. However, the community does, in a way, contribute to me. I am not blaming any of you, nor do I want anyone to feel responsible. This community had accepted me for who I am, and I am grateful for that, but it is what keeps drawing me back. I just can't seem to leave, even when I know that I must. So I must, unfortunately, leave this fantastic community. Will I return? There is a very high chance that I will. Once my grade and life gets back to what I want it to be, I will return.

 

Until then, I will follow the Newspaper and TWG, and probably post in them, but I will not be on often. Maybe if I get a chance every now and then, I will try and come on. But as it is, it will be far and few between. I WILL be on the next couple of days to close things up and post on last article for TWG. So if you post cya tomorrow, then ok, I will be, and for a few days, as aforementioned.

 

My skype is live:ryanbrendan15, as it is based of a Microsoft account. Unless I am currently in a chat with you, please state your nick there, so I can recognize you.

 

In conclusion, I would like to thank all the friends that I have made, it is quite a list, so brace yourself. Please note that order of names does not mean anything. If I missed any of you, I am sorry, and if you post in the next day or two, you will be added.

 

 

@Darren4Turbo

@slycleaversmart

@biulding23

@Contradiction

@Kevred (Even though you disowned me for forgetting you lived in Quebec)

@KillerGnat

@Shellfire_tanki

@Penguin40

@personia

@stephencd

@sonofchrysalis3

@I3ANNED

@Night-Sisters

 

 

 

That just about sums it up. Unfortunately, I have to leave and there is nothing I can do about it. However, let us not end on a sad note. If there is one thing that always cheers me up, it is this:

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away, behold, the new has come."

2 Corinthians 5:17

 

Edit: I just realized I spelt Farewell wrong, oops, kinda kills the effect. Heh Heh, sorry.

Edited January 15, 2016 by Quarks

[The.Skilled.Legend 1,459]

Ok Bye, GL.

[Cor7y 13,862]

wil mis ur aticls :( bai ;(

[fordmustang12345 3,910]

What? Ur leaving?? DAMN YOU TANKI! AND ALL UR HORRIBLE UPDATES!

But no please don't leave :( I swear I literally almost started crying when I saw this in my notifications. So many good people leaving :c

[personia 4,036]

Later man. Good luck in real life, and I hope to see you round.

 

P.s: Stay active on skype! :)

[Eragon 13,876]

Farewell  ;)

[NatchGa 665]

sorry i was kinda being difficult on your last post ¬_¬ byeeee

 

you were one of the few who were my age on here

Edited January 14, 2016 by NatchGa

[werty8763 1,483]

Well my friends, the time has come. I don't really know what to say that I haven't already said in My Journey. But I will attempt to give it a shot. 

 

The Journey article was more on me in the game, but I guess this will be more IRL. I am 16, and high school stinks. It is difficult, boring, and aggravating all in one. For about year or more I have found some solace in the Forum, and more recently Skype. It gave me something to do when I was bored in school. I was able to zone out, often during class. I go on more at home, and try and catch up on what I miss. I play a few battles, then log off, then back on.

 

However, recently my grades have been going down hill. I have 3 classes that are C's, something that has never happened before. Each of those classes on the point of failing if I get one more bad grade. I can't seem to keep my head above water for more than a few days. I am stressed out by nearly everything going on, I can't seem to get anything right. I seem to lose real life friends in a constant state, and I really don't know what to do with myself. I can't seem to get good grades, I can't seem to go three days without getting yelled at for having a bad grade, and I act like a jerk to my remaining friends, in an attempt to keep myself in check. I can't always think right, and debate suicide when things are at an all time low, just trying to find a way to cope with what I have become. I am arrogant to dissuade my hurt and lack of self appreciation. I can not seem to do right, even by my own standards, which are surely falling. I am sorry, I did not want to start on that rant, so I am sorry that you had to read that,

 

The brightside has been this community. It has kept me interested, and it is a place that I feel as if I belong. Since I am "anonymous" I can shed my layers of protection, and to be myself. I can write in TWG, can comment in the Newspaper, I feel at home. I love my clan, I love the game. That is right, I am not leaving due to the lack of gameplay or what not, but due myself and my personal life, which as I have mentioned, is not at a high. However, the community does, in a way, contribute to me. I am not blaming any of you, nor do I want anyone to feel responsible. This community had accepted me for who I am, and I am grateful for that, but it is what keeps drawing me back. I just can't seem to leave, even when I know that I must. So I must, unfortunately, leave this fantastic community. Will I return? There is a very high chance that I will. Once my grade and life gets back to what I want it to be, I will return.

 

Until then, I will follow the Newspaper and TWG, and probably post in them, but I will not be on often. Maybe if I get a chance every now and then, I will try and come on. But as it is, it will be far and few between. I WILL be on the next couple of days to close things up and post on last article for TWG. So if you post cya tomorrow, then ok, I will be, and for a few days, as aforementioned.

 

My skype is live:ryanbrendan15, as it is based of a Microsoft account. Unless I am currently in a chat with you, please state your nick there, so I can recognize you.

 

In conclusion, I would like to thank all the friends that I have made, it is quite a list, so brace yourself. Please note that order of names does not mean anything. If I missed any of you, I am sorry, and if you post in the next day or two, you will be added.

 

 

@Darren4Turbo

@slycleaversmart

@biulding23

@Contradiction

@Kevred (Even though you disowned me for forgetting you lived in Quebec)

@KillerGnat

@Shellfire_tanki

@Penguin40

@personia

@stephencd

@sonofchrysalis3

@I3ANNED

@Night-Sisters

 

 

 

That just about sums it up. Unfortunately, I have to leave and there is nothing I can do about it. However, let us not end on a sad note. If there is one thing that always cheers me up, it is this:

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away, behold, the new has come."

2 Corinthians 5:17

^ :huh:

What kind of Bible is that? :huh:

I know it's not KJV...... <_<

[Anonono 1,233]

Naw man, really???

 

Oh well, good luck in real life, hope your grades get better.

[austlee 56]

^ :huh:

What kind of Bible is that? :huh:

I know it's not KJV...... <_<

It's the English Standard Version (ESV)

[Quarks 2,255]

What? Ur leaving?? DAMN YOU TANKI! AND ALL UR HORRIBLE UPDATES!

But no please don't leave :( I swear I literally almost started crying when I saw this in my notifications. So many good people leaving :c

Not updates, but my life. I would still be here for a few years if I could.

 

^ :huh:

What kind of Bible is that? :huh:

I know it's not KJV...... <_<

ESV, just as good

 

Later man. Good luck in real life, and I hope to see you round.

 

P.s: Stay active on skype! :)

Of course I will, at least one thing has to be there for direct study...

 

sorry i was kinda being difficult on your last post ¬_¬ byeeee

 

you were one of the few who were my age on here

I did not really care, I was surprised that it did not come up sooner. In hindsight it is kind of Narcissistic, but thanks anyways. There are a few other 16 year olds though... 

[werty8763 1,483]

It's the English Standard Version (ESV)

Oh, ok.... :)

[Ambitious 2,084]

You were definitely one of the guys that deserved a place in the press. You're a great friend and I can never forget the banter we shared in our skype group. All those moments were totally worth it. You were also one of the most active users on the forum and I must say, the forum will be a lot emptier without you. Just make sure to come online on skype every once in a while. :)

 

Farewell, brother.

Miku bids you farewell as well. :)

[Quarks 2,255]

You were definitely one of the guys that deserved a place in the press. You're a great friend and I can never forget the banter we shared in our skype group. All those moments were totally worth it. You were also one of the most active users on the forum and I must say, the forum will be a lot emptier without you. Just make sure to come online on skype every once in a while. :)

 

Farewell, brother.

Miku bids you farewell as well. :)

I will still be on skype.

And to miku

 

 

 

 

[werty8763 1,483]

Oh, and I forgot, Good luck in real life, Bigtimerush_bry  

:)

Edited January 15, 2016 by werty8763

[BSG-62 512]

Good luck with your studies. Nothing's easy, I've been there.

[Rayyan 3,415]

Good luck, my bro. 

[drazeruzumaki 5,021]

farewell and good luck ;)

[slycleaversmart 1,154]

:( everyone leaves... the best of luck from me and All of us in your clan :) I am glad to hear you take school and real life so high :) don't be leaving on a low note. Leave on a high note! your a great guy! even though I have known you for such a short time. You will be as missed as a friend from the start :( (witch btw i have non lol)

 

Farewell!

 

Sly

[Quarks 2,255]

:( everyone leaves... the best of luck from me and All of us in your clan :) I am glad to hear you take school and real life so high :) don't be leaving on a low note. Leave on a high note! your a great guy! even though I have known you for such a short time. You will be as missed as a friend from the start :( (witch btw i have non lol)

 

Farewell!

 

Sly

the advantages of an MMO is I can start fresh, and not have any reputation.

[slycleaversmart 1,154]

the advantages of an MMO is I can start fresh, and not have any reputation.

Lol... if you knew my rep from another MMO game you would blush... I was so immature...

[dilsharox 2,395]

Good luck in real life

[Heaven_Above_You 81]

See you tomorrow

[Anonono 1,233]

See you tomorrow

No we won't, Mr.Catalyst. 

 

And BTW, you're lucky you haven't been banned yet for surpassing a ban through another account. 

[Heaven_Above_You 81]

No we won't, Mr.Catalyst.

 

And BTW, you're lucky you haven't been banned yet for surpassing a ban through another account.

Um ok? You are? Im so loved :$ Edited January 15, 2016 by Heaven_Above_You