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3rd September 2015

 

Dear ‘Fini’,

 

This letter is probably going to break your heart in a thousand ways, but it is definitely going to prepare you for what is coming tomorrow. Your life is going to change tomorrow. You are going to change tomorrow. And when all of that happens, I just want you to soak it in. I want you to imbibe all the thoughts and feelings that you are going to feel tomorrow. I do not mean to frighten you. I am just a friend.
 

 

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A person will walk away from your life tomorrow. I am not going to tell you who the person is. You will see. This person is the one that you talk to day in and day out. A person that your soul loves. A person who is deeply embedded in your daily routine. A person who means everything and still nothing. You think that this person will never give up on you. You think that this person will stay by your side for the rest of your life. You think everything is just perfect. Oh dear, you have never been so wrong in your life. The love for this person has blinded you and kept reality away from you, but your eyes are going to open tomorrow. You will realize that the most disastrous storms are the ones that are always preceded by the loveliest days. All the thorns of that rose you have been holding in your hand for a while now, are finally gonna hurt you. They will sting you so hard that you might not want to hold a rose  again. Reality is coming.

And when reality sets in, this is what is going to happen to you. You are going to commit the most foolish mistake. You are going to pick up that monster and make a call to the person. You know it would not help you in anything, but you are desperate enough to make the call. You miss that person and it is completely fine, but this decision of yours will be one of the many decisions that you are going to regret. The six hundred seconds will be one of your turning points. You are going to ask the person to show his/her face that you have been dying to see for the past couple of weeks, before they leave you on your own. And when that happens, promise me that you are going to put up a smile. Do not let your last face the person will see, be a crying one. 

And then your day will end. The most spiritual journey of discovering yourself will start day after tomorrow. The sun rays will fall upon you in the morning while your head is lying on a pillow drenched in tears. You wake up to a new life. You will wake up to a new routine. You would not know where to start and what to do. Your mind will become numb. You will not feel anything. You will only think about the horror of what will happen tomorrow. Nothing helps. Meeting friends. Playing games. Watching TV shows. Nothing at all. All you will want to do is sleep. The dreamland is way better, isn't it? You cannot always stay there. You have to step out. You have to return back to reality. I know you will be scared, but the world is far more beautiful than what you think. You will realize it. Not now. It will take some time. All the colorful things will seem black and white for some time. You will not be able to focus on anything because you are not that emotionally strong after all. You will want to make a call again to ask for forgiveness. Promise me. Promise me that you will never ever do that. Not only that, I have this list of promises for you:

 

 

1.      You will not lose your self-respect. It is the most precious thing you can have. It belongs to you. No one in the whole world has the right to snatch it away from you.

2.      You will believe in yourself. You are a wonderful boy. Donot lose the confidence you have been building for the past couple of years. You had to go through a lot to make a transition from the shy introvert to what you are today. Do not let it go.

3.      You will not give in to bad habits. When negativity becomes your ally, there are more chances of doing things that are not at all good for you. Donot even think about it. You are much better than all that.

4.      You will not lose your morals and principles. Perspectives will change. Principles and morals are sacred. It should be unadulterated.

5.      Finally come out of this quicksand as a better evolved human being.

 

Time will heal everything my friend. Just have patience. Till then I want you to realize the things that you have learnt. I want you to draw conclusions. Amend the compendium that you have written down for your own life. Make a few changes. Amidst all of this, never ever speak of any bad words for that person who is no more a part of your life. Sometimes you will. Just try your best to avoid it. The person came into your life for a reason. Cherish that. Cherish the beautiful memories that you have had with this person. 

 

 

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You will move on. You will get out of the trench. And guess what, you will be ten times more mature and wiser than what you were. Life is beautiful my friend. Life is all about experiences. Some are amazing and some are extremely awful. Learn your lessons from both of them. You will turn into an adult in a couple of months. Welcome to real life, my friend. Welcome to this world which is so beautiful and yet so disappointing at the same time. You are a fighter. You are not going to give away everything you have because of one bad experience. Trust me, there is worse to come. And when that happens, you will already be a better version of yourself. See it as an opportunity to upgrade yourself rather than seeing it as a tragedy. Find positive sides of everything. Accept the fact that this person is gone. It will be better for you in the long run. 

You are a champion. You are born to succeed. Find your momentum and conquer this big bad world.

                                                                                                                             Yours Sincerely,

                                                                                                                                                 Fini.

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yeah it certainly does feel that way once you let go of someone. It's going to be 2 weeks this sep 16 and sometimes i miss her ;( btw ik i can get over this. I told my best friend to change my fb acc, set it for deletion, blocked fb from my computer and deleted messenger and fb apps from my android. 

 

At times I feel lonely btw I know I will get through this, because I want to... at times I might be hesitant but I know the next day I won't have this same feeling so I do my best not turn on fb today and talk to her again. .. 

 

PS: Just bookmarked this. This is going to help me if I miss her again.. thanks FINISHER.  And GL IRL to you!

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Umm, the only person that describes is my Mother, and she's never gonna walk away so. :p

 

If you're talking about GFs, I don't have one so its still. :p

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This literally made me cry because Something (Like this not exactly this) (P.S its not what ure thinking) had happened to me a couple of weeks ago, Really Really Reallly Excellent.

 

i cant describe in words. its just outstanding.

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This literally made me cry because Something (Like this not exactly this) (P.S its not what ure thinking) had happened to me a couple of weeks ago, Really Really Reallly Excellent.

 

i cant describe in words. its just outstanding.

ikr! Besides, now I am feeling much better than before. :D  

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absolutely amazing and true emoji_u1f44f.png  :wub:  . its really my own biography of the last 2 weeks. i am going to mail this thing straight to my ex-gf.

really nice writing, and though most people think its about relationships, its not exactly-its open to interpretation, though i think it about everything in life, like yisroel said-

 

It's much, much more than that. It's about life as a whole.

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expecting more like this.


 

 

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:ph34r:  :P

 

 

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