My Love Life
Love is a Game. I know by experience. Im 18. Love is hard to find. Everyone wants a girl that loves them for who they are. Not for what they have. Not for what you have. Its all from the heart. Sadly, Now adays girls are you know.. H... Not, all of them but, most of them. When your heart is Broken it just hurts deep inside. For Example: If your TO Acc Just got Blocked you know how you gonna feel. You gonna feel sad. All that hard work time and effort . Anyone gonna feel sad but, Imagine just that but, 10X worse. Ill do anything to find "True Love" Anything!! I lost my GF because she just lost feelings for me... The 2nd time.. like really! She doesn't know what she wants you know. Shes 15. Yea Yea i know im 18 but, 3 years is not that far ahead ok. Ill tell you what I wrote to her.
I told her I hope she made the right choice of leaving me. I know i treated her right. At work Im not even suppose to be on my phone but, I call her when i had the time to talk to her. Busting my Bottom working everyday hoping that i can see her everyday. I work 45 hours a week. I was hoping that i could hurry up and get my license to go see her to go drive up to her house after i get done working. I love My Ex with all my heart and I still do. I would had did anything for her. Anything! I loved her SO MUCH. I was so depressed when she told me what she was feeling about me. I cried. Tried Killing myself. I was horrible. A girl can make you crazy from Experience. She was my 1st Love and I still love her with all my heart. but, Screw it. Love is a Game. Yea I miss saying how much i love somebody. Yea i miss going out with and having time with someone. I do miss it. Everytime when im on Facebook I see ""Relationship Goals" I get depressed ok. You cant help it. Its just how you feel about someone that you love from your heart. I have MUCH more about this about my Love Life. I hope you guys just dont make wrong decisions in life. You only live once you know... Love you guys - Josh